Updating fic and doujins ramblings

[gem2niki]

Since I did it last year for NaNoWriMo but for artist, I started updating my online comic: Notebook Kiss a page a day and fanfic. The last time I updated my ouran fanfic was 5 years ago!!! OMG time has passed. But I also have not really leisurely read a book for a LOOOOOOONG time, so I already forgot how to write story orz;;;

I kinda envy my past self, since I was able to do what I enjoyed the most: storytelling. Now, I waste time just drawing fanarts or trying to improve my painting skills without really adding a narrative. Also I was able to draw comic stuff during high school and college years when I was also busy with homework. Now I'm already out of school and working, but can barely do any comic (unless its work related) for fun. Where did I go wrong?

Ahh hopefully this month will bring my groove back into just doing more storytelling. Even tho I'm working on a fandom I really don't care about now...I want to at least give it a conclusion. I also wish I could print my stuff haha, but no one really buys my work or this small fandom haha.

Comments

[tee2.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I always did think you were into storytelling too (I don't know very many who both drew and drew comics, not to mention draw comics and write fic too!)

Haha I've always imagined that my worlds and characters would be interesting only to me so I never really worked on externalizing them... which is pretty dumb, I know. Thanks for calling them interesting! I'll try to make them more coherent! :'D

And, I know that feel bro, I know that feel. OTL