ouu yea....tamaharu.. it will make be depress for quite a while. although i relieved my anguish by convincing myself hikaharu will never happen....*kills my hopes so it doesn't get painful later on* now i'm off to my own little place of fandom where I can enjoy anything but canon.

as for the fanfic...I'm still considering it. just need to see how this all works out. I might end making another dj after this if the pages are overloaded @_@;; who are you anyway? XD